Again(st) The Brutalities

Everything is impossible again. Tell the darkness I AM I AM. I lingered on the nowhere roads, not sure of where to go. The brutalities in the sepulcher of the midnight sun Madonna on the wayside I am poisoned by this memory my halcyon hemlock it will never be the same born by the wings of obsession I was possessed by another god Desire what wild magic in your eyes beneath nightfall’s black sacrament I declare I am alive I am alive oh heaven on Earth I am poisoned by the glories of your ecstatic majesty a rope of moonlight at my throat this is the darkness I chose fire burning in the nightfall I made a memorial for desire I am walking this void welcome to the wasteland everything is stillness tell the darkness I AM I AM alive again

Before a brutal sun, a god roams in search of bodies
The brutality, everything is happening to me
Decades of trespass in the suburbs of the sun
The brutality, everything is happening without me
Desire like lightning! bright starving saints seeking after the fulfillment of striking
The world seen through the wolf’s mouth it is enough
Genesis in the striking lightning! it was desire screaming for surrender
Before a brutal sun, a god roams in search of bodies 
The brutality, everything is happening to me
Basking in the brutal dusk it is enough IT IS ENOUGH
The brutality! back at your bedside daughter of genesis
In the striking lightning I fear it was me screaming your name
But only because I wanted rescuing again
Cured by sunlight, god’s golden blood, it is enough 
The days — the deaths — I was fragile and weightless as light in your fingertips
The brutality of a hunter! in the dusk in your embrace it is enough
Starving heartbeats, THE VACANCY OF DECADENCE always advancing towards me —
This mirage of Being, desire lives by poisoning my veins 
There are symphonies before sunrise, who am I in the raving darkness? 
Who am I when I am not wanted?
The anguish of desire ! East of eden the train tracks are beckoning 
I expected starlight in the skies but its darkness in tesseracts 
EKSTASIS LIKE LIGHTNING IN THE NIGHT 
YOU WERE A CREATION OF MY DESIRE
Sun-eater in dark Mecca, await the rapture of eternity
Reveler of the evenings, you survived the miracles of desire
How could I forget you at my neck, bringing me to the end again
You reminded me of the errant moon when daylight couldn't erase you 
Do not forsake me, desire burned like devastation in me 
Genesis this arrival of Being, borrow my body in the ecstatic suburbs of the sun
Battle of the messiah there’s a fire raving in my ribs, snaking up my spine
I sucked ambrosia from your lips, this mirage of Being, desire poisoning my veins
If it screams it lives and I fear the babe was screaming for existence
Lacrimosa there’s a fire burning at nightfall 
Crisis in your midnight eyes of fire I chased the eventides 
The brutality of desire! I remember you screaming with me
Flesh redeemer in the evenings I remember you feeding the darknesses
The Earth in a permanent dance of flames while unbelievably the universes were Adamantine 
Majestic little death, I’m losing my body to desire
I DIED FOR THIS GENESIS, THIS IS THE END AGAIN
Face the ageless wilderness of desire
In the darkness I called your name 
Seize me and confine me
I must survive this life, I must survive my ways of survival 
The majesty of falling, your bloodstained hands around my throat 
In the grips of a little death, I confess: desire burned like devastation in me
Ambrosia at your lips, at my bedside you kneel as before a disaster
Paradise is lost and I am that dark victory coming after
Something was chasing me in the eventides and it was delight 
This is what it feels like in the midnights waiting to arrive
Exodus in the suburbs of the sun
Ekstasis in the midnights
It feels if I was speared by starlight 
Again and again I practiced delight 
By the violence of desire I was taken
In the even tides desire that void beckoned 
And for a moment I beheld a god again 
Possession 
In the midnight you filled the void with me 
Desire screamed within me, I kneeled for mercy 
Decades of trespass in the suburbs of the sun
The brutality, everything is happening to me
Heartbreak I awaken again with desire 
The Griefs, staring into the gorge of God with the bright horrors of a burning sun
Sacrifice me child of fire in the sunrise 
I get what I want and once again I am alive 
On my own I am broken, drown me in Desire
My dear remedy revive me again
I wanted and that darkness raved within me 
The fragility! All that darkness grappled with me
You chanted and the hymn was me
I must survive desire’s exile, your eyes rivaled the sunrise
Gotta be Babylon, I was daughter deluge all along 
Before smoking mountains of apocalpyse I stood
In your eyes I witnessed the killing fields of desire the end of existence 
I witnessed a god unraveling Genesis
The danger of wanting, defiance! Like lightning in the night 
Something was chaining me in the eventides and it was desire 
What a wounded world I beheld I was a dream of the raving darkness
I was a distant thing out of your reach and getting farther
Everything is stillness everything is impossible again
A hunter’s pursuit in the midnights, to that burning sun I succumbed  
Daughter of Genesis what do you remember? what can you forget?
That Paradise is lost to us, basking in the brutal dusk this life is enough
I worshipped In the midnights and it was desire burning at my bedside
Let's die by sunrise child of fire 
The fragility! Do not deliver me 
From reaching for the divine 
Daughter of darkness, dance with the hydra, I get what I want
Desire the great game, I am forever changed
Ride me into sunrise child of fire
The great game, I am forever chained
When I loved I became desire’s weapon again
A crisis from your midnight eyes I chased the eventides 
The world is void, I was wounded by lightning flowers
Let's die by sunrise child of fire 
Bring me sleepwalking to dark Paradise
You arrived like you were a creation of my desire
I witnessed a world wounded by delight 
Crisis in your midnight eyes, yes I chased and chased the eventides