Unmoored in rapturous flight and terrified I resigned in the spiral of Time between the slips of silences I arrested on a dreaming eve late in December when the brutality I fear it remembered me I dreamt the world over was wreckage && yes for a moment in eternity the world slowed there was gold in dissolution and God somewhere in the Confusion absconding to a decaying Dawn in its final splendor shore by shore I haunted earth like a silent Specter seeking euphoria && I wanted more