MADONNA OF THE GOOD MISTS

I DO NOT CARE HOW SHORT MY LIFE ENDS UP BEING
SPENDING IT AROUND SUCH PEOPLE WILL ALWAYS MAKE IT SHORTER
I STOPPED CARING BECAUSE THEY WERE NOT WORTH THE CARING
EVEN GOD DOES NOT BOTHER TO SPY ON YOU!
DULL LIKE A TRIPLE BLADE OF CERBERUS
IT WAS EXISTENCE WASN’T IT
AND I WITNESSED—

MADONNA OF THE GOOD MISTS
INSUFFICIENCY LIKE A DRAIN OF THE STARS IN MY VEINS
I WANTED TO WATCH THE TERRORS AS THEY CAME
MADONNA OF THE GOOD MISTS
IT WAS EXISTENCE WASN’T IT
AND I WITNESSED—

(MOTHS OF FLAMING DAWN)
(YOU ARE NOT EVEN WORTH THE GOD COIN YOU WERE PRINTED ON)

EXISTENCE LIKE A GRAVE
BURIAL IN TIME
AND I WAITED FOR IT
EXISTENCE LIKE A MORNING HAUNT
AND I WANTED FOR IT
AND I GOT IT GOLDEN
AND I WAS GONE—
I WAS GONE—
IT WAS GOLDEN SUMMER ETERNITY IN A DAY
AND I WITNESSED
MADONNA OF THE GOOD MISTS
SHE FELL IN THE OBITUARIES OF OBLIVION LIKE BUTCHER BLADES
LIKE A THING KILLED OF EXISTENCE
I HAD FORGOTTEN THE GOLDEN GOD
MADONNA OF THE GOOD MISTS
AND I FORGOT WHERE I LIVED
AND I FORGOT WHERE I LIVED
I WITNESSED THE END OF SEVERAL OBLIVIONS
AND I NEEDED FREE OF THEM
MADONNA OF THE GOOD MISTS
ORCHESTRATING EXISTENCE
IT WAS EXISTENCE LIKE A SAVAGE THING
I WAS WANTING
TESTAMENT OF THE FLESH 
EXISTENCE A CREATURE OF SHADOWS HAUNTING ME
MADONNA OF THE GOOD MISTS
LIKE I WAS A HAUNTED THING FALLEN IN TIME
MADONNA SHE FOLLOWED ME
AND I WITNESSED THE ENDS
AN INFINITY OF TIMES
SEEING YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE
WAS HARDLY A CRIME
IT WAS DERELICT ETERNITY (that was scared of me)
MADONNA OF THE NIGHT WINDS
WHAT WILDEBEESTS WOKE TO WAR AND WILDERNESS
YE SAINTS OF LITTLE FAITH
YOU LEFT LIGHT IN DECAY
MADONNA OF THE SEAS AND SHORES
MADONNA OF THE GOLDEN ETERNITIES
RESIGNATION
I WANTED THE HOLY SPECTACLE OF REVELATION 
MADONNA OF THE GOOD MISTS 
I WAS AN ORNAMENT OF EXISTENCE 
INSUFFICIENCY LIKE A DEARTH OF STARS IN MY VEINS 
YES DESIRE WAS GRIPPED IN MY TEETH LIKE I WAS WOLFING THING 
MADONNA OF THE GOOD MISTS CAME 
AND I SOUGHT 
LIKE I WAS A FORGOTTEN THING OF GOD 
I MARCHED TOWARDS THAT ECSTASY 
LIKE IT NEEDED DESIRE FROM ME 
DARKNESS UNRAVELING INTO HOLINESS
STORM WAVES I WAS SINKING AS OPHELIA IN A WATERLILY GRAVE
I DOUBTED THAT THE STARS ARE FIRE   
EXISTENCE LIKE A LIGHTNING STRIKING SPRING 
STOLEN AND SACRED SANCTITY
WEIGHTLESS AS A TEMPEST OF FIRE
IT WAS DESIRE IN RED ELK BLOOD LIKE ASH
DOUBT THAT THE STARS ARE FIRE
DOUBT THAT THE STORMS OF GOD WERE DYING
REQUIEM FIRE WAS ETERNITY IN A NOON
I WAS VANISHING LIKE THE WILDS 
IT WAS THE ECCLESIASTES OF FIREFLIES 
WITH SCARRED LAMBS OF THE PSALMS ROAMING THE MOON MEADOWS
SUMMERFIRE IN THE BRUTALITY OF DESIRE 
WHITE OBLIVION 
AS CAPSIZING AS VOYAGING STARLIGHT 
I WANTED ETERNITY TO DIE
AGELESS DAWN HOW MANY EARTHS HAVE YOU SEEN GONE 
GENESIS LIKE A BRUISE 
THE GRANDEUR OF GOD I HAD FORGOTTEN 
EXISTENCE HAD ME ON WINGS
I WAS A FIGMENT OF OBLIVION
AND I WITNESSED
LIKE A THING KILLED OF EXISTENCE
I HAD FORGOTTEN THE GOLDEN GOD
MADONNA OF THE GOOD MISTS LIVED ON!
BEGOTTEN ETERNITIES WHEN GOD HAD FORGOTTEN ME
MADONNA OF THE GOOD MISTS
I WAS HER ARCHIVIST
EXISTENCE LIKE THE DISTANT FIELDS
AND I FEARED
THE MIRACLES OF LIGHT
LIKE KILLING FIELDS!
OF DESIRE!
(and I melted into Miraculous Eternity)
(like it was a Hidden Earth to me)