I’m aware that poets are canonically supposed to be poor, but I do not want that (lol). Late twenties collapse—please clap! The Fragility is about my desire for a pool I desired that I was swimming / In the killing fields of Oblivion
Desire like a crucifixion
Madonna of matchsticks, I witnessed
Boneless Eternity breaking on the banks
The summoning! of the winds!
I died in the interstices of desire
Each shriek of sunlight strived after viper night
The Wounded War begins
There were gorgons on asphodel grounds
Holiness as husks of light
The skies were singing with lightning
Basking heaven have patience
Yes I fell dark in the days
Madonna made it her mission
To be a missile of Oblivion
I was in maniac retreat from the real
Madonna of divine and winged oblivion
Gypsy of the abyss, she rose in a guise
Then Dark decayed into Light
The vice! The vice!
Towering euphoria yes I sought it
For all the gods were in coffins
I was in the stupor of Rose Oblivion
Obliviously I fell in angels arms
The summoning! of the limbed winds!
Euphoria was an epiphany of ambrosia
I stole the blue embers of Heaven
From a night market in Samarkand
I swindled the Resurrection Fruits
I wanted War because the World was a Wound
Desire the precipice of Lucifer
My bones were bruised
While Heaven was Blue
Madonna the muse
I sought torment like an opal moon prophet
Maybe I was a hothouse orchid
the Torment!
Madonna the mime
Madonna she was a monument in time
Madonna fire-oblivion liquidated me
Madonna the lightning was singing
Madonna I dissipated with the whirlwinds
Ambrosial golden groves I sought
the Torment
The killing divinities
You had the impulses of thunder
God of the gambits
Every desolation was doorless
replenishing and infinite thirst
the Torment
like an opal moon prophet
Reviving a fragile trinity
The summoning!
of the whirlwinds!
It was a god-grave to me a grace god gave to me to waste away
Madonna of the dark accelerations
The world is a Sorrow
Night maiden of Samarkand
I danced in a parade of flames
Fire-coal Paradise after the late apocalypse
the lightning was singing
I was hidden like a wing of Oblivion
Surely there were Deities in the Whirlwind
it was fathomless how I fell dark in the days
To believe that Writing liquidated fire
Desire was a grave and a grace
like Fire From the Flint
the summoning! of liquid Oblivion!
the summoning! of the winged whirlwinds!
I was annihilated by starlight like the scarred Madonna
Devoted to the Torment
we worshipped the whirlwinds
as remnants of Chaos
From echoing hell the Hothouse Harpies revived
even fragile Eternity didn’t mind
Madonna of the blood histories
Madonna she was the red arterial universes
I made a shrine to abandoned reality
The Harpies were singing like lightning
It was desire
I summoned the winds
Madonna she was scarred by sacred annihilations
Existence was a bridle
and I witnessed
the summoning! of the winds!
the eyelids of Oblivion devoured deities
like Fire From the Flint
Paradise of fire-fall
Azure summer was Sunken like the Titanic
Night of the Transfiguration
Vampire dawn drained into daylight
Macabre as beached bodies of whales in the dark seas Membrane
I called Madonna and Madonna she came
Newborn world and I was lost in the abandoned corridors
Madonna of the bombardments
Madonna of the gored
In the Sunken guts of summer surviving nightmares
Under autumn, it was Madonna at the womb of the world
She aborted the poisoned globe
Madonna the golden mother she told me it was a ghost exorcism
Madonna of the monuments
Like the spines of night trains
The fragility!
A shrine to the sublime
Madonna she was scarred by starlight
There was a parade
In the markers of Samarkand
The red death of desire spawning heartbreak
Creation a furnace a forge a fire
Madonna the roped
Madonna she chose
The pyramidal abysses whispered like slithering serpents of the tesseracts
Desire the Pied piper with the beacons of light
The singularities were scared of me
Sunken in the impulse thunder
The storm-world bloomed with corpses
Dionysus of the perishing rites
Was dismembered with civilization in a tempest feast
It was desire like a signal-fire of Troy
Hell echoed in enigma heaven
The sibyl confided heaven’s head was mimesis creation
Aleph in nursery earth
Madonna she rode the bridled Oblivion
Desire burned like devastation in me
Desire was radiance to me
Heaven I heard
God of the Guillotine
With barbed wire barbiturates
The summoning! Of the whirlwinds!
I was a withering thing
Madonna of the abandonments
Madonna I panicked
The passion of first disobedience
Midnight the desecrations accelerated
The sundering
After summers departure
Existence was a funhouse mirror
The tesseract of Being in the Brane
What an Elysium ecstasy
Madonna she was staked by starlight
It was desire like a midnight annihilation
Madonna I called and she came