In Agony Eros

In agony Eros in agony I contemplate the bondage I chose
I do not want to love—I long to be tormented by you! 
Walking in glacial darkness under tracks of errant stars
I dream that I’m in the warmth of your arms
In agony Eros, I live on the precipice of desire 
In agony Eros, I live on the precipice of delight
Hunt me in the sundown—beloved, I long to be devoured by you!
Grief tarnishes me, I bid you to my bedside desire 
Yes I allowed Eros in my throat and a new world rose
Beloved, where are you rushing to?
I'm forever nowhere without you 
Do not deliver me from desire
Eros tell me I too have been loved
Desire tarnishes me with infinite grief
In agony I contemplate the bondage I chose
In agony Eros I am buried in desire’s deeps