I decayed in a doom that darkness bestowed on me yes the world glowed for me and there was I witnessing existence weaponized me I was sick with it, even death seemed a season to me Desire it was irrationality it was a grace that God gave to waste away it was a sinister freedom to which I lost the seasons Desire burned like devastation in me there was danger in hesitating a sprint in Hell was like a vacation to me Desire burned like devastation in me it was quaking in me it was radiance to me it was I that wrestled with He! I dreamt of devastation it dreamt of me and there was I witnessing! It was my destiny that you haunt me and I wanted a release I dreamt of delight I cried out your name into the liquid light