I decayed in a doom that darkness bestowed on me yes the world glowed for me and there was I witnessing existence weaponized me it was a grace that God gave to waste away it was a sinister freedom to which I lost the seasons Desire burned like devastation within me there was danger in hesitating a sprint in Hell was like a vacation to me Desire burned like devastation within me it was quaking in me it was radiance to me it was I that wrestled with He! I dreamt of devastation it dreamt of me and there was I witnessing! It was my destiny that you haunt me and I wanted a release I dreamt of delight I cried out your name into the liquid light