A tragedy that vacated nations and we hesitated existence was a Wonderland I would not soon forget slips of eternity crumbled towards forsaken me desire had taken me existence it was weird how I feared it my soul was like a dew of fear to me and I feared that beauty felled us that beauty melted us into dissolution I wanted to dissolve into the skies distances love it was grand wasn't it? Like I was stranded on some other planet I couldn't stand it staring into an event horizon the cries belonged to someone else it was a dream wasn't it? It was existence I listened to valiant it was someone else's dream dreaming of some other name some other place the heel of hell yes I raised it the soul-collapse I would outlast like a star always be radiant it was existence I was irradiating existence it was delicious to me the chaos was resounding that eldritch jewel of life I found it I wanted more I wanted war it was desire to me I was wiser valiant witnessing was a treasure to me existence got the better of me it was a fetter to me I was remembering not that! Not me! I surrendered Existence got the better of me I begged it not to forget me I existed it was a risk wasn't it? It was desire that imperiled me
Valiant it was kind wasn't it to witness the world wasting it was dawn I borrowed it was dawn I charted at 3 am it was a dream wasn't it? To be an artist? The secret? Fear anxiety obsession the feeling that the world is wounding you how astounding I was marked it was desire I dayscream it was wisdom to be witnessed it was desire wasn't I had risen higher still it made a martyr of me I was processing gods withdrawal to me God was a word I heard it was distant as daylight to me it was the universe listening. It was valiant how I designed it un some ways I was the same in some ways I was changed that was what scared me valiant I was a sunrise that went the universe was a surprise to me wasn't it I was suffering it was desire I was discovering triumphant it was decay wasn't it Valiant I tried it I desired it it was a moment valiant the Sun it was a star wasn't it I was guided it was fire to me the way the sun was .. twinkling it was wisdom wasn’t it to be patient with me the fear was subsiding it was birthright to desire it and yes I kept that fire! I saw that light it was twinkling like desire to me it was fire to me that kept me it was eternity whispering to me I died! I died! It was my desire to hide that Eternity witnessed me it was desire to me I was witnessing it was need wasn't it the helicopter was like a star to me I needed freedom it was desire why hide it valiance I was discovering it
Would I suffer it subsiding when it was rising in me! It was a deluge that protected me it was embodiment that fettered me I was the worse for it the lights! The lights! Why hide? I was valiant those people had more than me it was a small tragedy I deserved the deluge the deluge was what I sought I wanted devastation who would be a martyr when tomorrow was more pleasure to me I was a concubine of Waste hesitating that danger was tired of us existence like a thistle existence I wish it lifted me I dreamt the deluge that rescued me
Existence it buried me I daysleep and there was I depleting I dayscream and there was I witnessing that catastrophe valiant for the time being I was unraveling who or what will resurrect me? Valiance was besides the point I went for surrender I buried me it was scintillating the void I fell in the accumulations were wounding even Time was losing track of me and there was I witnessing that catastrophe
Valiant
it was desire wasn't it?