An army of angels and I was pained to imitate their violence to be killed by a divine thing scintillating was a blessing the stars were slaughterhouses I slept in the storm clouds promised salvation in sleep trepidation I was frozen from the predation of mirrors I could not imagine a weirder creature than me it was a summer symphony awakening like a slumbering beast I was taken by the radiance I was titanic you could bet I would rise to it inferno I would not let go and there was wisdom in knowing that it was so warchief the fear was dissipating titanic I was alien as if stranded on some other planet what magnificent carnage! and I wanted it! the courage was leaving it was a situation I wrought and it was bleeding me in deep you were the only one who could understand me it was wounding to me how much I needed freedom from being known like a god in that mindless morning mist I could not bear to be witnessed I hid I hid! It was quaking doom but He knows it would be over soon I felt the end rising in me it was delight to me by that radiance I was taken as if kidnapped by the winter in the devastating summer I was Titania dreaming of ecstasy weakened by fear I was on my knees I was begging for release and it was delight to me to debate with God I won wisdom it was killing me as the snake had warned there was punishment for greatness it was bombardment with limitless possibilities
God had me wrong God had mistaken me I rose to it yes I sought it and I brought it the devastation rested in me Immortality was a death knell to me would I have orchestrated it I wanted more of it life bore the fragmentation of a dream on the verge of disintegrating an infinity of disappearances in eternity I dissipated like a daydream that decayed with me the chaos was what I wanted the event horizon was afraid of me I was a scintillating as a singularity I was your needy daydream it was twinkling like desire to me and yes I kept that fire existence weaponized me the spheres were singing and I listened it was exquisite delight to witness the fires and consider it a conflagration of light I needed like a titan it was desire that ravished me escaping from the artillery of the sunlight I was a warchief hiding DESIRE LIKE A FEVER HAD ME SHIMMERING LIKE A DIVINE THING WANTING
It was late evening and I was waiting for freedom was a lodestone to me who could bear imprisonment not I! not me! Paradise behind bars paradise under lock desire quaking in me and I sought---
Existence like a weapon to me yes it needed me yes it felt me like a lover in the bed sheets existence was burial to me the darkness of the grave was keen on me the darkness serenading me garishly shredding my selves in a great sundering I was surrendering existence in its richness would I miss it even as it was corroding me? The cosmos was chaos in a whirlpool to me it was controlling me like a marionette on strings warchief I wanted to know surrendering on my knees so the void could swallow me I wanted to know it was God that left me in ignorance like I was a visitor to earth everything was exhilarating
Eternity over in the blink of an eye was sinking me like the stars I was tired of passive witness the existences could not bear me haunting beasts whistling in the wilderness and I wanted — lying in the light Ecstasy obliterating me while I was on my knees it was crushing like desire to me it was electric like a fire undressing me in wounds rising through the ruins yes I sought it desire exalted me I was an undertaker of the worlds I followed and on my knees I swallowed it was ecstasy in doom to me it wasn't as if the world needed me I was no necessity I was a wavering inconstant thing the bondage of Time was choking me in chains ecstatically the world I surrendered to became mine it was desire like lightning that quaked in me Eternity that wasted me I tasted freedom to be bound to time it was titanic how I was sinking existence released me in ecstasy forsaken in bondage I couldn't take it I fought pain in ecstasy it was a relationship with pain that left me reeling in ecstasy the end of the world was pleasing to me it was delicious devastation a doom that tumbled towards me inescapable like gravity and then that singularity witnessed me I was a martyr for the immortals a beast whispering me hello from below warchief I made it the angels serenaded me it was existence in the imitation game with a greater eternity